March 5th, 2010
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---Why is it when I read a manga series about a love story, I always get so hung up on the first person that the main character likes (the one they have a crush on for like... forever usually) that I get sad and depressed when the character ends up with someone else regardless of how much their initial crush likes them and does things that would hurt the one who they initially had a crush on?

---And why is it that at chapter 60 something in the current series I'm reading... I have this same feeling but I keep on reading?!

---Before, for some reason it was Ichigo 100%, now its the series Kimi no Iru Machi, also know as A Town Where You Live...

---Maybe I just like the first girl better *shrugs*

---Gah... Now that my tests I had to do are done... I need to do productive things >.>

March 3rd, 2010
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---My homework has been keeping me pretty busy, so has studying for tests... so in my free time, I haven't done many artistically inclined things... But I promise I will!!!!!

February 25th, 2010
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---I didn't feel all that good today... thats about it >.>

February 24th, 2010
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---I just realized that I forgot the Today Part in the title of the previous journal >.> Jebus...

---So my head... has been swarming with ideas... and I want to do something with them... but... I still have no drive to start...

---Think of it this way... You have something you want to tell... but every time you start to tell it, something cuts you off until you get to the point in which it feels pointless to even bother... My ideas feel like that... except that something... is that I have the knowledge that it will take me forever to finish it because I will want to do something else mid way...

---I realize this... I want my stories and ideas to be shown to others... but I don't want to do the work to achieve that... And even then, people might just ignore it if I do... Its kinda saddening.

---I need to... really bad... to keep on writing... I know the ending I have in mind for Rise of Clan Kzaka... its just as I did with In Memory of Ark... but because of the story and the secret it houses... it makes it... difficult to help imagine the things in between...

---As for my most recent story, I know what will happen, but I don't know if there will be anything that happens after or if there will be more because I haven't thought it fully through yet, only certain parts...

---And as of now... I have yet another story in my mind... But I think this one has to do the large quantities of manga I have been reading on One Manga, as this story in my head is mostly an action, fantasy type of story, one that seems to me to contain portions of many of the series I have started to randomly read lately and a game I once played (the primary ones being Full Contact and S4League [a manga and game respectfully]). This story though, I only imagine as being a drawn series though... which I have not the talent to produce. I need to do something better with this mental activity >.>

February 23rd, 2010
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---Today in class... there was a weird sound... it sounded like that BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP sound you get in an ear for a long time >.>